HIATUS over

So after propositioning everyone to start this blog I have been super MIA and lame about. No mames wey. That's all about to come to a screeching halt. I just feel like after loosing all, as in all three of my kiackass jobs, I lost all of my resolve to do things. It's like it was the only guiding force in my life or some shit. but no more excuses. 

I leave for Paris on  May 24th, so a little over two months from now and let me tell you I've got plans till then. No more lazing about, tinkering time away making plans for eventual greatness. Time to seize the opportunity in the moment, without delay. With that knowledge in check, I am going to go workout and begin the list of things I have written for today. I find that if I keep the list to a ten point minimum I get more shit done and never feel overwhelmed. It's doable and thats why it works. 

side note nink. I really miss you but I am also very proud of you for being able to make a rational decision about the trip. you are level headed in ways that i envy so. it makes me smile to know that i am not the one making all the noise. 

luff you bunns

Super Foods, Super Fun

So upon returning to San Francisco, to hep jump start my resolve to healthier living I am going to embark on a three day juice cleanse. I have been researching them all morning and they do admittedly sound a little terrifying. But all in all I think the detox process will be a good way to start my body off feeling right.

 I think that coming home has in some ways set me back a little in my new outlook on life. It feels like all my resolves and progress flew right out the window when I got back home. Apple warned me that this might happen, but when I was in SF that seemed completely impossible. I was on the right track, getting my life together and working toward my ultimate goals. But being home set me right square back into my comfort zone and with that came old habits of lethargy and a general sense of apathy. Also, being with my closest friends has made me miss them even more severely and I worry that when I leave in three days it will be like a fresh wound all over again. 

But such is life and I have no intention of allowing myself to wallow. I am going to focus all my energy into pushing harder and looking deeper, in forcing myself to become the best version of myself and regaining the Annie that I let go over the years due to loss in confidence. 

For now I am off to research more super foods and install my calorie counter into my computer.

As always, don't let me be the one making all the noise....

White Noise

Here it is, on a first come first serve basis; an introspective look into life in San Fran. Be prepared for thoughts, insights, photos, favorites and budding obsessions. From me to you, don't let me be the one making all the noise.

daily double:

 For today my two current obsessions are... 

 

Nico- German singer, songwriter, fashion model, actress and Warhol superstar... site "Chelsea Girls" for quality listening enjoyment

Resolution lists- par example... I resolve to write on this @ least twice a week and text bunny daily with words of encouragement and love 

all for now 

bisou bisou